Old posts on spiritual, family, parenting etc.
Mud and places
Well it feels like winter now anyway π§οΈ, whether it starts on the solstice or 15th or whatever. We have steps outside the house now, which is nice: though the side is still a mud slip 'n' slide. Anyway I've updated my places page, which was looking a little sad.
2024-12-05
new start
We've moved into our new kitchen π§βπ³ this week. It was such a wonderful feeling to think that is our space now. And when I clean some Thing, it won't get building dust on it the next day π§Ό.
2024-11-10
ennui
Not a word I use often, but it nestly describes my month at work π. I have somehow lost all inspiration and motivation.
2024-10-31
new city and in-laws
The kids have 2 weeks off school π at the moment and the house extension is ongoing. Weβve escaped to the in-laws' new house in a new city. Its not the family favourite but washing dishes in the bath π at home...not great
2024-10-24
grace
I have a small view of God's generosity. Just had to say it. For the longest time, I believed God is good, but not kind...important difference there!
2024-10-11
church
I think I'm a bit disillusioned with church at the moment. Not my faith itself but with shallow 'churchianity' βͺ. Feel fairly disconnected and wihout significant relationships. Of course I play a part.
2024-09-27
time away
Lots of time at the beach and National Trust properties π―. Very nice to be away but starting to feel the pull of home. Not that I can quite face it yet. It's nice to be here at the sea π; no church, no building work, no dust. But lots of sand lol.
2024-09-08
confrontation
Dealing with the building work π¨ at home has thrown into sharp relief how much I dread and avoid confrontation.
2024-09-03
peace in nature
Lovely visit to the Broads today. Soft lawns and still water with lillies β€οΈ. Boardwalks and diving terns Sleepy lawns.
2024-08-25
break
Wow, what a shock: this holiday park, or at least the caravan does not have wifi! I feel a little lost, but grateful to have some disconnection π. And within 100 m of beach dunes π. It's still got 5G so it's not, like, the dark ages.
This post along with the next few were drafted while on a long holiday. Sorry for the long pause!
2024-08-16
portable shade
Got a Pop-up Sun shelter βΊοΈ from Decathlon. So cool! I was learning about UV risks recently βοΈβοΈ. It's worse than I realised! This is a neat solution. #themoreyouknow
2024-08-03
expat life
I haven't lived in the USA since I was 14. Yet here I am... paying an accountant π° to help me figure out Enough of this Byzantine tax system to avoid severe punishment. Not that I ever actually earn enough to owe anything π!
2024-07-29
seasonality
Good day out with the family on Sat π and a BBQ on Sunday. It's good for days, weeks and months to have their ups and downs, a seasonality. I am getting better at thinking about my day and aiming for a bit of time (the "golden hour" π₯) before bed. Not very consistent about it though.
2024-07-15
colouring
Sitting with the kids and doodling and colouring π¨. So nice to slow down and do something together.
2024-07-02
cost of living
Have to both work as parents to support our family now. It's a load of crap π°π°.
Juggling kids and work is emotionally exhausting. I really feel for single parents now.
2024-06-24
concrete pour
Concrete has been poured for our new home extension today π·ββοΈ. I'm actually stressing out about it as pipes are leaking and it's raining off and on π. I need to let it go.
2024-06-04
disconnection
Sitting outside, really enjoying The sunshine βοΈ and the space the kids have in a big park. But I still feel a bit of a loss without my phone with me π±.
Probably a good thing I don't have it!
2024-05-31
can-hit-game
Was remembering a game I used to play with friends as a teen.
- Place an empty drinks can on a Stick
- and take turns hitting it with a bat π, watching it fly across the grass.
- Repeat until the can splits in two.
Lots of good times.
2024-05-22
easter
Such fun seeing the kids hunt for Easter eggs π₯. Makes me kinda wish I had an old camcorder like my dad did when I was little. Now itβs just short clips on the phone.
First published 2024-03-30